Ha, good luck to ya.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Oh fire

hands touch
and suddenly i feel on fire
such a feeling bubbling up inside of me
i wonder what will happen if i hold it in too much longer
perhaps i'm blushing from the heat you bring-
if so, then bring on the flames.
staring into your kaleidoscope eyes
i spy a special glint of passionof a secret.
maybe if i sit closer i could overhear..
oh but the warmth!
how i want to grasp the hand of one
whose raging fire has set me to desire
and possibly hear the immortal words
from that same one so burning bright--
but oh! he speaks
and his words cascade upon my willing ears
like music, different songs
all played in harmony.
i find myself drawn to the fire
to the amazing light before me.
pulling nearer i feel your touch,
the flames licking at my eager flesh,
and i but only smile as my heart
yearns for that one day
when the stars will align
and you will be ready
to tempt both our fates and draw close,
leaving no space between, and closing the gap with
our passioned lips--
perhaps we'll see fireworks again,
on that day the future may hold...
until then, my fire,
if that day ever comes,
i shall sit with bated breath
for my chance at that heat once more...

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Yay!

Tonight, for the first time in about 2 weeks, I was/am happy....

And it feels good..

Friday, April 21, 2006

Tee-hee...

There once was a monkey
He sat in a tree
And he ate many bananas --
In fact, he ate twenty-three!!

He didn't get sick,
Oh no, he just couldn't.
He did it on a dare,
Since his other friends wouldn't.

To this day he sits
In his tree, quiet and mellow.
No, the bananas didn't make him sick,
They only made him yellow!!!

Breakin a leg!!

Tonight is the variety show....I hope all goes well..

Sunday, April 16, 2006

No More Net

I wish there was some sort of remedy for this feeling I have.

It's kind of like falling, only that would be too easy.

Because you see, I was standing on a precipice, too high for the mountains, and I felt so close to the edge. There was someone at the bottom, though, standing with net in hand. They yelled "No don't!!!" and so I didn't, and with them there below, they saved me from despair.

And now, while falling, it all seems so jumbled up and miserable..because look at me. I'm falling. And that person...they left..

I guess maybe that's why I jumped afterall....

Monday, April 10, 2006

The Beatles...I need You..

You don't realize how much I need you, love you all the time
And never leave you.
Please come on back to me. I'm lonely as can be. I need you.
Said you had a thing or two to tell me. How was I to know
You would upset me?
I didn't realize as I looked in your eyes
You told me, oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me and feeling like this
I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you, I could never really live without you,
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you.