Last day of school...yesterday.

SSOOOoooo...hmm. Been a while. School ended yesterday, part of the reason i haven't been writing too much. With projects in Music theory (thank God i got it done), tests in chemistry (thank God i still have an A), and just all around business (thank God i haven't caught mono lol), i've been quite without time.

But i did make it, with yesterday being the LAST day of school, and i'm thrilled. i actually took 2 exams yesterday, and the day before i lazed about with marissa, laying in the sun with carrots, grapes, ice cubes, and *of course* our friends Glamor and Cosmo haha.

Yesterday after my exams, i came home for lunch, spent some time in the glorious weather we've been having, and then went to get pirates tickets.

YES THAT'S RIGHT. I SAW PIRATES LAST NITE AND I WAS SOOOOOOOOOO PUMPED! I MEAN, JOHNNY DEPP!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!

And i went on a date. With a guy. He's really nice..and funny...and hott..lol. And we had a good time. And i really don't know what's going on there.....i guess i'll just have to wait and see.

lol...but yeah. School. Over. Done.

I'm a senior.....=D

Sometimes I wish

he would read this.
there's a lot of stuff i put on here.
a lot of "feeling" related topcis.
that, ultimately, have to do with him.

but even if he knew about this blog,
would he take time to see what was on my mind?

You Should Know

i'm tired of us
or so you said
and you left me with empty thoughts
as i lay upon an empty bed

too afraid to find out i'm alone
too sure that things would change
but they never do
no, things never change....

silence beckons and plants doubt
it spreads like ivy green
crawling across my mouth
and muting out my scream

can't you hear me?
don't you even remember my name
you say it's over, and know it's not
you're not the person that i thought
i knew..
maybe someday you'll know.

so many chances and choices-
we all make mistakes
some more than others
you're quick to remind

but i'm here, where are you
didn't you see me waiting
maybe you were too busy hating me
and everything i stand for

your voice leaks into my head
infecting my core with memories
and i clear my throat for words
that you'll only let slip by..

can't you hear me?
don't you even remember my name
you say it's over, and know it's not
you're not the person i thought
i knew..
maybe someday you'll know..


that i need you.....

Junior Prom Highlights

Oh my wow. This weekend was an interesting one. Becuz, of course, it was prom.

Saturday, as my blog reflected, was a big day for me...and i was a little excited. haha.

My nails looked pretty. So did my hair. And I did up all my makeup to look oh so loverly. Then i put my dress on and even i, with my high standards, thought i looked good. ;D

Brandon came at around 3:30, and first we got pictures here at the house.

*****as a side note....he looked damn good that night. teehee.

Okay...so we got the first round of pictures. then he took me to my gma's house, and we got more pictures. then we went to the union hall to meet up with the five other couples we were eating with, and had the individual couple pictures, then group pictures in the park. (lots and Lots and LOTS of pictures haha.)

Then we split up and all drove to Lima to eat at burgandy's - a v. v. nice restaurant of the Italian variety. But kala dropped something on her dress, so then after we ate we went to walmart, and got a tide-on-the-go stick. then on the way home, there was an accident, so we had to turn around and go a different way, the entire time speeding as fast as we could, becuz promenade had already started and we wanted to beat the rainstorm that we knew would be coming.

well.....we didn't beat it. haha. actually, i really shouldn't be laughing, becuz at the time i was really worried that i wouldn't get to walk through promenade, and was kinda sorta, in a v. minimal way, freaking out about it.

and they did cancel promenade at first, becuz it began to rain really hard. but when we got into town, it stopped raining, and they went ahead and finished it. which was good. becuz i was happy. then we went into the dance, which was fun. i danced with everyone i wanted to dance with, the music was good - or at least ok - and eveyrone looked beautiful.

for after-prom, we went to the bowling alley first, and ate a bunch of pizza and drank a lot of mountain dew (yay!) and then we went to the school to do crazy things like karayoke at the top of our lungs and make sweet music videos..haha. at about 4:30, me, kala, brandon and shawn went to waffle house for some yummy breakfast, and then we went back to brandon's house where we crashed on his basement floor.

.......and we slept til like 12:30. hah. and ate some hamburgers and hotdogs. and then fell back asleep. til like 7:00. and then i came home. yay for 24 hour flings.

but in all seriousness......i think it was the best dance i went to. ever. becuz i looked good, and my date looked really good, but most importantly, we had a perfect time. brandon was such a gentleman (something i wasn't quite expecting...sorry brandon) he didn't ignore me, and yet let me do what i wanted, and we just had a really good time together. i don't think i coulda had a better date. :D

so yeah. junior prom has come and gone. before i know it, graduation will be here. and i'll be bawling my eyes out....lol. *sigh*