It's been awhile.

I almost forgot the password to this thing. Remembered eventually, but I almost gave it up as a lost cause.

It's late, and I was feeling nostalgic, and so I got on here to check out the last feelings of my old self. And since that was 2009...and it is currently 2011...well, that's been a lot of time. Enough time, I can sufficiently say, to become ecstatic about my life, rather than simply static.

I am a junior at The Ohio State University in Lima. I work at BBW. I teach dance. And I am engaged.

It seems odd that when I began this blog, I never imagined myself to be here, in this moment, doing these things with my life. In truth, I don't quite know what I imagined for myself, but I'm sure it wasn't this. In my case, I suppose, reality has proved better than my imagination.

The point I guess I wanted to convey when I decided to write here again was that I'm happy. I'm unsure of what I'm going to do when I graduate, besides the whole getting married thing. I'm unsure of when or where we'll find a house, or what color the towels in the bathroom are going to be. I'm unsure of a lot of things actually...but I'm happy.

I get stressed out, sure. And sad sometimes, when sad things happen. And angry too, more often that I should let myself. But really? I'm happy. And after looking back, I'm sooo glad I got here. To being happy. It's what I seemed to be aiming for, for so long.

I guess there's not much more I planned on saying tonight. It is late, and I have work tomorrow. But I just couldn't let my last post be so blah. I'm not feeling blah. I'm feeling happy, ecstatic even. :)

--------->gotta love it when life unfolds a little more for you to see the way to happiness.