Tired and awaiting the morn.

Well, I'm sitting here at my computer, I just finished dance, and I feel as if I might die. Or maybe I already did......maybe. But I'm looking forward to tomorrow, it's the big 1-5 and I'll be happy because of it. Or at least I HOPE I'll be happy. Birthdays don't mean much to me...I mean, they're great for other people and I like to do special things for my friends and family on the special day, but for me it's like "Eh...don't care." So oh well. Let them celebrate, they're happy, not complaining, so why should I? I guess all I can do now is sleep and wait til the morn.....or I could get a massage and forget my sad life...move to Florida, and lay on the beach. I think I know which one I like best........