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I decided not to title this blog because I simply don't know what I would put. So much has been happening and I've been so busy that I haven't been able to write it all down....how depressing.

So anyways....fair was ok. I sold my steer, placed 4th with my feeder calf, and 2nd with my creative writing project. I got to spend some time with some friends I hardly see, and overall, it was a good experience.

While at the fair, I realized that I need to get over Peter...seriously. He wasn't making time for me and with him ignoring me like he was, it seemed pointless to continue pining over him.

It was then that I started to really stand back and look at my feelings. I had been hanging around with John the whole week and all these old feelings were re-surfacing....it was weird. Then there's this other guy that I had kinda had a crush on, but I never really acted on it. Let's call him Andy. He's cute, and I think he likes me back...so I think "what the heck?!"

I've been talking to Andy a lot more recently, and so I'm starting to feel more and more attracted to him...it sounds perfect right?? I mean, I'm not depressed, not confused, I know what I want....and then he strikes.

Peter...why on earth he decides this is the time, I don't know, but he's been sending me emails, telling me he misses me, setting up times on the computer when we can chat....he's even said he's gonna come to the Lil Miss Pagent tonight to watch me dance. HELLO??!? Why??

I was fine...FINE....and Andy is sweet and caring and everything was moving right along....I like him....I know I do....I'm just afraid Peter is gonna get too close to me again and say just the right thing to mess it all up....

*Sigh*...I was getting over him.......and I was feeling goosebumps when I saw Andy's name pop up in a convo......I'm just scared because I felt those same goosebumps when I saw Peter's name too....