Finally his own Blog

Okay, so I haven't really written any blogs specifically about him, so this one's for Andy!!!

*Sigh* He's so....perfect for me. I'm not even kidding. He understands me, and lets me finish all of my sentences (mind you, not many people let me go on and on like he does..) I just can't stop smiling when I'm around him.

Then on Saturday night we were both at Katie's house, and we were supposed to be playing hide-and-go-seek, but we just got into one of the broken down trucks around her farm and sat there talking...

After awile he leaned over and kissed me...and then there was this real long pause......and then he goes "Wow....I just don't know what to say........I don't know what love is, I've never really experienced it..but...this is what I would imagine.." and then he blushed and got quiet. (All the while, I'm having a party in my head--WOO HOO--)

I can't get that moment out of my head, it's almost like a broken record player....over and over and over......

And he calls me on the phone....we talk for like 2 hours if given the time....he's so considerate..and he's told me "I know about your last relationships....and let me tell you this now...I'm going to try my hardest to make it last."

How sweet and adorable and perfect can you get?!?=D

Taking Up Time

you're standing there alone
your face turned to the ground
and i wanna make you happy
make you smile, erase the frown
but no matter what i try to say
you push me away
you shove me back
what do you want?

we talk about sunshine, daisies
blue skies and sprinkled ice cream
no school, just hangin around
though try and try i may
to bring forth your crooked smile
i guess it's gonna take awhile...

all your words are of dismal singing
winging about in usual circles
shrouding yourself in darkness..
then you say that no one cares
well, maybe i'm the only one that dares
but at least you could attepmt or try...

we talk about sunshine, daisies
blue skies and sprinkled ice cream
no school, just hangin around
though try and try i may
to bring forth your crooked smile
i guess it's gonna take awhile...

you shake your head
it's over you said
it's pointless to go on
and your pessimism continues to hold stong
i'm sorry, this might break your limits
but it's time to put back all the dibbits
let me show you what you're missing....

we talk about sunshine, daises
blue skies and sprinkled ice cream
no school, just hangin around
though try and try i may..
to bring forth your crooked smile....
it could only take a little while.............

Revelation..almost

this morning we have a 2 hour delay..woo-hoo..i love those.

but i have a problem...well....maybe..

i don't know...have any of you had a dream, and when you wake up, you know that it wasn't real, but the feelings in it (from your point of view) are? dreams that make you re-think everything you're doing, and make you wonder about the "what-if's"??

i know they were dreams...but it showed me what my subconcieous mind is thinking too.....

it showed me all the things i've been trying to hide...

A Mind Battle

there's loud thoughts in my head
instead of usual silence
tearing across my mind
screaming doubt and distrust
so i should, i must
let you go..

my downcast eyes haven't caught the glance
of any special stranger
and no matter what the danger
the same thought keeps drifting through my head
but then again there's what you said..

there's loud thoughts in my head
instead of usual silence
tearing across my mind
screaming doubt and distrust
so i should, i must
let you go...

the remembrance of your eyes
is the only thing to disguise
my disbelief..
and i don't care what you think..
it would seem that this fairy-tale
would end up happy with roses and buds...
but that's just what was...

there's loud thoughts in my head
instead of usual silence
tearing across my mind
screaming doubt and distrust
so i should..
i really must
let you go........

Glorious Silence

hoisting herself down, she leapt gently into the tiny boat. it's faded blue paint had been chipped and worn with the years, and yet held tight as if made yesterday, and it swayed with the new weight. she settled herself opposite him, smoothing out the wrinkles in her dress nervously, and glanced uncertainly up at him.

his face, unfathomable, was showing no signs of the secret, and yet had an exciteable boyish playfullness about it that made her mind squirm with anxiety and question. his sandy blonde hair fell across his face, covering his hazel eyes from view as he grasped the two oars and started to row, pushing the canoe out into the lake.

the water was remarkably still as they silently slid through it, cutting precisely in a straight line, leaving in it's place steady ripples rolling in all directions. she looked around her, averting her eyes from him and noticing everything else. the magestic trees that surrounded the lake towered tall, creating green pillars, encasing them from all the world.

not a sound could be heard except for the steady breathing of him and the swish of the oars in the smooth water. no birds singing, no voices shouting. all was quiet and undisturbed as the morning sun rose above the barricade of pine trees, and lighting the earth. with this new addition, she looked about her once more.

with the passing of time they had come to an even more secluded spot. the trees had closed in around them, making it more of a large lagoon, with spotlights of sunshine streaming through the branches of the trees, casting showers of golden light over the water. and floating all in the lucid waters below them were hundreds of swans. ivory-white, they drifted in dizzy circles around them, soundless.

she gasped with an awed pleasure, holding her hand to her ruby red lips as she suppressed a grin. whirling about, she looked into his eyes.

the greenish-brown circles of rampid delight stared back at her, dancing with a knowing excitement. he slowly knelt down in the center of the boat, stealing his hand away to his pocket -for but only a moment- and pulling out a single silver ring. bringing it to his lips, he brushed it lightly with a kiss, then beckoned her forward, holding it out to her. the solitary diamond gleamed in a ray of golden sunlight as he parted his lips and uttered his most important question.

and all time stopped. for a moment, even the swans had stopped living, everything was frozen in the positive bliss they withheld. then with sudden movement, she threw her head back, laughing in a silvery tone that filled the woods, echoing through the trees and bouncing off the stagnant waters.

the birds in unison came up out of the pond, fluttering away as she fell into his arms...and all was once again quiet.........

Good Day....GREAT Day...

Hm..I sure haven't been on here in awhile...a lot's happened too.

Let's see.....oh ok. Well, I would have to say the biggest thing that's happened is.....ready for it??


ANDY ASKED ME OUT ON TUESDAY!!

hehe...he's so cute and sweet and smile at me and walks with me to classes....*sigh*......he makes me smile too.

And then, of course, today's Friday..and that's bound to make me happy. I can't wait for the game either!! I know we'll win....we're just good like that!!! ;D