Find Me a Map
Evidently, I need to find myself.
Or maybe just find the person that everyone seems to be seeing when they look at me.
....That's unfair. Not everyone. But quite a few people.
I need to find the person that finds cruel pleasure out of hurting someone. I need to find the person that acts with unpure intentions and flits about carelessly. I need to find the person that people look at and whisper "Why should I feel sorry for her...she's such a slut." I need to find the girl that doesn't care, that has no feelings, and that soooo doesn't know who's talking about her and what they're saying. Because that girl's not me.
Maybe I'm not looking in the mirror the right way...maybe I'm turning a blind eye on my own self. But I highly doubt it. I know that I don't need other people's preaching to help me figure out what's right. I know who I am, and what I need.
So maybe I don't need to find myself. Or that girl people are mistaking me for. Right now, I need to find my path, the one I need to take, and the right people to help me along the way.
posted by Sarah at 10:40 PM
1 Comments:
oh wow sarah. i know it's been while since we've seen one another, but i know you were the best friend i could have ever asked for a few years back...and i know you will never be that person you're writing about in your blog. i'm really really sorry if anyone sees you this way, because that's not who you are.
you're amazing, sometimes too caring, the most compasionate person i know, and definatley not 'a slut.'
I love you Sarah...and I hope you see yourself as I see you. Amazing.
1:33 AM
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