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you always stand back
cock your head to the side
and hold back words i'm dying to hear
teasing is our gentle way
of saying we want each other near

the anxiety of your actions
anticipation for the next move
i catch your eyes and try to disguise
the tension bubbling inside
you could be my sweet demise

oh
the rushing of whispers
the roaming of fingers
the silent screaming of two hearts alight
i forget my bearings
lose my burdens at the door
then pull you close for more

eyes wide open
thoughts drawn in
i used to dream of running away
now i'm addicted to you
and dwell upon the sweet things you say

skin on skin grazing
lips on lips biting
feelings naked as frozen winter trees
you leave me with such a pleasant unease
and kiss me whenever you damn please

but oh
the rushing of whispers
the roaming of fingers
the silent screaming of two hearts alight
i forget my bearings
lose my burdens at the door
then pull you close for more..

just stay with me..
and hold me close for more

Yay for Holidays About Presidents

solo and ensemble - got two ones and a two. it was a good day. trent came to listen to me sing. it was really sweet of him.

went to kentucky with him and his family for his brother's birthday. had a wii tournament. i beat trent. it was pretty fun not gonna lie.

got my prom dress today. another black one but it's gorgeous. and looks amazing. all beaded and stuff. it's sweet.

yeaaahh. this weekend has been great. wooo. hah

Heart Day with Him

he says things like
whenever i see your face my day gets better-and
good thing it's a long weekend-i'll get to see you more.
then he goes and gets me a big stuffed bear. and a few roses.
and i'm the one that melts.
i hope he appreciates all the snack packs i got him....lol. he said he liked them, so i figured i'd make him happy, ya know?

hmmmmmm...i like him soo much..

When Fingers Meet Blank Paper

here we are
we find ourselves
standing at a mirror
seeing visions each other
seeing you-
our hands just touched
our pictures were intwined.

i feel so lackadaisical
silly slipping over
big white cotton clouds-
i'm in the air
you put me there
but you've got a net
to save me when i fall.

it seems so mystic magical
you mesmorize me
with a single move-
you hypnotist with
a flick of the wrist
i'm lost at words to say.

then you call me sweetheart..
you tell me how much you miss me-
make me feel
like everything is destiny
and i....
i
i know that everything's gonna be fine.
when it comes to people, you're my favorite kind.
it's great to know you're mine......

Another weekend..

so yesterday was pretty fun. superbowl sunday has never been that big of a deal for me just cuz...i don't watch NFL. it doesn't have the heart that college football has. seriously. college boys play to win, play for fun, play with drive. NFL players do it for their money. soooo yeah.

i came home from church early....long story. but while i was home alone, i made the cake for my dad's birthday celebration. white cake. white frosting. a LOT of frosting. that's how he likes it, so that's how i made it ha. well. almost. like, i took the cake out and did the whole toothpick tester thing, where you stick the toothpick in the cake to make sure it's finished baking. if it comes out clean, it's done. so i stuck the toothpick in and it came out clean and i turned the oven off. a few hours later, i looked at it as i passed through the kitchen. and the entire middle of the cake had kinda sunken in a little. oh gosh i was pissed. my mom told me to just put more frosting on that part, so no one would notice. until they ate it hahahaha.

so the family came over. lots of food lots of people. and then trent came. i told him he didn't have to, but he said he'd come and stay for awhile, then steal me away to a superbowl party. and he finally introduced himself to my dad. he said it made his day ha. then we went to niles' house and watched the patriots blow the perfect season....and tom brady hehe.

we came back to my house at like 10:30..just to sit and eat cake and talk to my mom lol.

he's a sweetheart. i think i really like him. :)

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