I hope this is right...
Gosh...I really hope I'm going about things the right way...
I really like Andy....the more I'm around him the more I realize it, and if I could leave it at that, then there'd be no worries. Sadly, I cannot...there's just so many other things that keep popping up, I wanna scream.
I keep seeing Peter...like, all of the sudden I'm seeing him and talking to him about as much as I would if school were in session...and his presense-although welcomed-is also confusing me...messing with my mind and all of my plans. I love seeing him, but I'm almost afraid to...I don't want something like that to destory this.
Then there's the problem with one of my friends...she's really close to me and everything, we've been good friends for 3 years....but I think she has a crush on Andy too. ever since I told her he was my date and I told her about my feelings for him, she's been flirting with him like mad...every chance she get's she's saying stuff like "Oh, well, I've been doing lots of stuff with Andy lately.." "I talked to him on the phone for hours the other night" I know him better and you can't have him so back off because I'm insanely jealous"....Ok, so she didn't say that last one, but she definitely implies it. I don't wanna not be friends..I love her dearly....but when Andy was with us yesterday and tonight, it was like it was a huge competition with her...seeing who could win Andy's heart....
I'm the one with the Homecoming date, I know....but I don't wanna lose a friend in the process....
I like him...I just hope this is right...
2 Comments:
I think I know this friend you're talking about. Don't let Kelly screw things up with you and your happiness just cuz she's an insanely jealous person. :)
11:59 PM
I know you don't wanna lose a friend -- but that's totally NOT cool what she's doing to you. Especially since you expressed your feelings for Andy to her. That's just rude. I mean, even if she DOES like him, she should keep it to herself because friends don't do that crap to each other.
And if it helps -- you're so way hotter than her! LOL ;) I love you, honey!
11:17 PM
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