i just hate it

i hate how i do stupid things. i mean, yeah, everyone makes mistakes, has their "oops" moments, but me? i tend to go for the all-out, omigosh-i-can't-believe-that stuff. i hate how i rush to conclusions and make assumptions that normally are false. i hate how all i seem to be doing is push the one i really care about away, losing trust and friendship in the process. i hate how i never seem to do things right......