It's so beautiful

when the boy smiles.
and i've been thinking a lot about him lately.
like....i think about him a lot anyhow.
but lately, it's been more so.
questions run through my head
like why me?
and could he really like me
or when are we going shopping-
for his homecoming clothes of course-
since he did say he "needed me there".
was he looking at me
did i just sound stupid or cute
and when he said
"i would never hurt u
promise"
did he mean it?
and what about homecoming anyway?
it's romantic!
what if this'll be like in the movies
when he kisses the girl
during the slow song
with the guitar ballad.
will he think i'm a good dancer
will he like my dress
is he faking his enthusiasm about that nite
or is it really real?
gah!!
all these thoughts
and i totally don't mind.
becuz i like him....and we're going
to the dance
together.