Missing Him

i'm really bumming about the fact that i am not seeing trent this weekend.
or next.
three weeks without seeing him...
when the longest we gone is 2.

idk i just miss him so much, especially this weekend. abbs is here, which is great, and we're getting ready to go to rio, then maybe a hockey game. i just feel weird when i'm not around him.

i think about him constantly. it sucks that we can't just be together..
why can't i just have what i want.....