A Slight Difference

drowning in the pools inside your eyes
filled with all the cheating and the lies
you smile your crooked smile
though it doesn't change anything
at least not like it used to..

there's stirring in my heart
though not the old butterflies rejoicing
voicing the happiness of you..
no, it's distrust and dismal singing
winging about in usual circles
screaming something like
why did i ever used to love you

drowning in the pools inside your eyes
filled with all the cheating and the lies
you smile your crooked smile
though it doesn't change anything
at least not like it used to..

now you're here in my waking
taking steps closer to me
all the while thinking how to get to me
forcing me to constantly look back
and behind
wondering why you're finally making the time
for someone like me

drowning in the pools inside your eyes
filled with all the cheating and the lies
you smile your crooked smile
though it doesn't change anything
no, not like it used to......