Stuck - how grand

So...yeah. Friday night. 11 o'clock. Sitting at home. Writing blogs. Hmmmmm.....uh yeah. I'm totally not cool with it, but I guess that's what happens when you piss The parents off...especially The mom. Actually, when you piss The dad off, it IS worse....but The dad is never around to piss off, it's always The mom.

(Why do I capitalize "the" when it's in front of The parents, but never the "mom" or the "dad" part? Because.....they earned that title out of my frustration and anger...but they do not get the respectful capitalization of their name...bah. It's my mini rebellion, go ahead, point and laugh.)

But anyways, on totally opposite matters than that of The parents and their overprotective overreactive ways.......Christmas is soon. Like, real soon. As in, today is the 15th.....so, 10 days..and you know what? I haven't done ANY of my shopping....AT ALL. Not like I haven't thought about what I'm getting everyone. Because I have...I know exactly what I'm getting 4 of the people on my list. There are 3 others that I'm not sure about...and one of them..well, I have ideas, but I'm just not sure...I don't know. I always seem to figure something out in the end though so I'm putting all my faith into that.

I wonder if it'll snow. Because I kinda want it to..and I mean, I know I'm not the only one, I'm sure lots of people want it to snow for Christmas day, but you know.....look at it outside! It's in the freakin 50's..and 60's...and it's kinda depressing.

You know what's really depressing (beyond the whole no snow and that i have nothing better but to write long blogs on a friday night) I want to see a certain someone right now and I can't...because according to The mom, I "screwed up"...yeah right. I'm doing what I want, and no one can stop me, The mom sure hasn't. But I want to see him....

Maybe tomorrow......I don't know. This weekend is crazy though. Band, work, studying for exams - I hate stress. And I hate life. And I hate broccoli. But I like it with melted cheese.

Oh well, maybe I'll call him or he'll call me or text or something.......argg. I just hate today.

First I was happy, then I was sad, then I was frustrated, betrayed, and angry, then I was happy again, then I was really happy, then I was pissed off, then crying, back to extremely happy, and now insanely depressed. Talk about your moodswings. If only I felt like discussing everything online, it would explain a lot. Because really, my life isn't a soap opera. It may seem like it, but it's not. I'm just....very exuberant.

I'm hungry....