Tonight

was our date.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first of all
i had a shitty day at work. like it sucked. i've never had a customer make me cry...until today. it was that bad. no joke. and i was there for 6 hours.....so that wasn't too awesome either.
BUT at five, i left work, and went to go get josh. and i actually found his house. and he got in and looked amazing, and we went to my house so that i could change into not-work-clothes.

then we left for lima. and it was great becuz there were NO awkward silences.....we just kept talking. which like i said was great. and then we went to the mall, and he got a tie that we both agreed on (although he could've gotten a lime green and orange tie and i wouldn't have cared becuz WE'RE GOING TOGETHER AND IT'S AMAZING).

after that we decided we should eat becuz neither one of us had eaten all day.....so we went to bandidos (becuz josh really likes how there's stairs all over the place.)

we realized that going to lima tonite might not have been very smart, considering that there were quite a few homecoming thingys tonite.........and it was SUPER busy. but in the end we ate there. and it was good. everything went really well.

and then.......we went to my grandma's house. heh....yeah.

it was my aunt's bday yesterday and so the family decided to celebrate tonite...and i was like "so um josh........i have this family thing, and they want me to go, and you totally don't have to...i can drop you off at home......or you can come with. it's really up to you. "

it turned out....he said he'd come. so we went to grandma's house. and visited with my family. and my cousin kinda scared him a little bit i think...but really, to me, it went well. or he just covers up awkward-uncomfortableness really well. but yeah..

then we came back to my house for about 30 minutes...and then i took him home. and it was like....perfect.

like, we were sitting at my grandma's house on the couch. and he did that thing that guys do...when they nudge you becuz they wanna touch you but not like in an obvious way. and he was just really flirty but really sweet. and i like him soooooooooo much.

tonite was just perfect.
ahhhhh first date.
i wish we could do it again tomorrow hahahahaha