Confused and Puzzled

i think that God laughs at us a lot. like, he throws something unpredictable and random at us and when we struggle and scramble to figure out what to do next, he just laughs. either becuz we look ridiculous or he knows what's gonna happen in the end.

to get to the point, guy A asked me to sweethearts. and i said yes becuz i have no one else that i would go with. but guy B has come along, asking me out on dates and stuff and i'm stuck. confused. puzzled. becuz they're both so random.

ugh.
and i don't know what to do.