18 Holes

i went golfing today.

well not really. like, i went and sat in a golf cart while i watched people play golf. which was still a first. i've seen trent kind of golf. but not really. so i went today. and it was kinda cool. i at least could keep up with scores, and will was helping me out with learning some of the shots and stuff.

i realized something today though. when i go to college, i'm saying goodbye to lots of people. mainly, though, my family

-mom, dad, tom, gma and gpa, jan and dan, hill and jeff.
and maggie and china doll of course.

and then there's close friends i've spent eternity with.

-emily, marissa, maria, jarrod, abby.

and obviously trent. but today it hit me that it's not just trent, but his family that i'm gonna miss too. joking around with will, flirting at times, becoming like the defensive older sister at others...laughing at drew's laid-back sense of humor...chatting with beth about hair and gossip and the boys and just girl stuff...and smiling at the random appearances and off-the-wall comments from dean. it's stuff i've gotten accostomed to these past 7 months and now it's depressing to know i have to bid farewell to those moments too.

it's almost like they're my family too. which is great. i just wish i didn't have to leave any of it.