So much to say!

Well well well....why haven't I written sooner? Ha..you know, I have been sooo busy you wouldn't believe and now that I finally have free time to type..so here it is.

Band trip=hottness...flippin sweet...good times...BEST times. I love band, I pledge my undying love to it. But anyways...the trip was great, we had a great time touring the towns, the caverns, going to the dinners, and marching in the parade. (Ok, so in the parade we got 2nd place...out of 2..but really I'm ok with that cuz we're not a contest band, marching isn't our forte..the music was great though. I'm so proud.) I took a whole bunch of pictures and I don't think I'll ever forget it.

Now, down to my most important point of business...Peter. Omg...so much about him. Well, we have been talking more at school..like a lot more (which shows to me that, yes, he does want to be with me...just not to shout it on the hilltops yet.) And on the band trip, we walked around the towns, caverns, and even sat next to each other at both the dinners. (He held my hand at one of them...definitely one of the high points.) We've been setting online dates...like "ok, well, let's meet online at 8:00 tonight and talk some more.." ya know, simple stuff...and finding that he's sent me an email or 2 isn't such a suprise anymore.

But check this...yesterday..monday...he calls me after school (which really caught me off guard cuz when ever he wants to talk he just gets on the internet to chat, or sends an email or something.) So, we do the whole "hi, how was your day" bit, and-me being the curious type-I say "no offense Peter, but uh...why are you calling me?" and he goes "I wanted you to hear something..."

Now, before I go on with my story, I have to say, on the trip, we were in Tennessee and Peter would tell me how much he hated country music..like at all the restaurants and dinners they would play country music and we would all be clapping and singing...I tried to get him to do, but he wouldn't.

Soooo...he got out his guitar...and he started to play Sweet Home Alabama to me...he sang to me too...and I melted. He called me..out of the blue, just to play me a song on his guitar. Do you realize how hott that is?!? Omg..I thought I might die. Then he said he had to leave, but he'd be on the internet. So I hung up, and logged onto the computer.

I've been kinda depressed lately, my family is bothering me and everything..my name reads "sarah..go ahead, screw with my life, it's not like anything matters.." and he goes..."do I matter?" and when I say yes, you do, I just don't matter, he answers "you matter to me."

Then I tell him what's going on and he tells me that he's there for me..if I need him he's always open to me. I was so touched.

He goes on to ask "so do I get to see you this week? can we hang out after school?" we set up a time..after school today, and we went to hang at his house.

We ended up holding hands...and he kissed me too.....wow, he's such a good kisser, it floored me. So yeah...I still don't know what's going on between us, but after hanging out on the band trip, and him making it obvious to everyone how he feels....I'm pretty confident and happy with how things are going.

Ahh..yes......so that's how things have been. Absolutely great.