Doot do doo

i went to BGSU for the annual honors band reading clinic thinger this past weekend. it was kinda cool, cuz i was so worried over auditions and ended up beating half the people there. i even had a sort of kind of solo!! not really...it doesn't realllly count as one but i'm gonna say it did. :)

while i was gone, trent was in indiana, helping out on one of his friend's farms. we were both gone at the same time, which kinda worked out, and it was great cuz i kept getting texts and phone calls from him, saying he missed me.

i've got sooooo many tests coming up...gosh, i shouldn't even be on the computer, taking away from study time with my chemistry book, but what the hey. i am kinda behind though from being gone on thursday and friday, but i'll get over it.

it's weird, i get so agitated and frustrated and pissy at school, thanks to all the great people there. (ha kidding. i hate half of them. then again they hate me too so at least it's a mutual lack of affection.) i can be having the worst day, though, and then go to see trent after school, before HE goes to school, and i get this bubbly happy feeling where all i wanna do is blare the radio and sing at the top of my lungs. he's good for me, really. keeps me sane when i feel like pulling my hair out (or someone else's). i wish he could know all the good he does me.

i'm going on saturday to columbus, hopefully to find a sweetheart's dress. since i have a sweetheart lol. i'm excited. it should be fun. especially since trent is always saying how he's looking forward to "getting his groove on without being afraid to embarrass himself". should be something worthwhile. i may just turn my head and pretend to know him but........hahaha.

hmmm...la dee da. so yeah. i seriously hate school. but i'm loving the moments i get with him. :)