The Day After Tomorrow

at times i think "yeah....this is gonna be great. school will be different, i'll meet tons of new people, and i'll get some independence. sweet."

but mostly i think "oh fuck."

god i'm gonna miss it here. at home. with my mom doing my laundry and making me food and stuff. that stuff is NICE. that stuff is also overlooked until you realize you have to do it on your own. and the whole "knowing practically no one" thing. yeah. that might bother me. i hope i'm on my game for *making friends fast* or else i'll sit around depressed and feel like a loser.

and what about trent and not being able to see him whenever i want??? hmm??

fuckk. i'm gonna miss him. he's my other half :(