A short summary

today has been interesting.....yes, i suppose interesting should suffice as the proper word to describe it.

a holiday, no doubt....no school, sleeping in, how could anything go wrong? and honestly, today nothing really did go wrong. actually, now that i think about it, today was a pretty good day for me.

i slept in a little, went to see the eye doctor, only to find out that my eyes are - indeed - worse. but hey, nothing i didn't already know...haha. i then went to family video and picked up the film rocky (one), due to my latest fascination with the series. ( i saw the movie rocky balboa in theaters recently and LOVED it....i figured that seeing the others would be a good idea.) i invited scottey over when i got home, and we ate lunch and watched the movie together.

let me say this: it was nice. nice to have him be here..finally. nice to hang out with him in my own natural state, nice to have him welcomed by my parents. i knew that this time would come, i'm just overly glad that it's here.

then i went to jazz band that, even though having to go in to school on a day off just to play a few tunes, was okay. i enjoyed myself, and i love music, so it was fun. then this evening my family and i went to my grandma's house for some venison steak. ( for those of you reading that don't already know, my mom got in an accident about 2 weeks ago...a deer hit her **yes the deer hit her..not the other way around** and now we have a lot of meat..lol.) coming home, my mom and i watched a little of the golden globe awards (shut up, it's one of the only things we can do together without fighting these days.)

i think, though, one of the most intriguing moments of my day was just earlier, when i spoke to an old friend. maybe old friend isn't the right term, but really, it serves its purpose. we talked like normal, everyday friends would, and i felt so comfortable just visiting with him i was almost surprised, seeing as how this is someone i really honestly haven't talked to in some time...

but then, right at the end of our conversation, he sent me this message in our online conversation:


i honestly hope u get things figured out w/ scottey...i'm not being sarcastic


after he said that i just sat there....half in disbelief that he brought the subject up, half in shock that he didn't say anything else about the situation. my reply?


i hope i do too....


i guess i've got a lot to think about after today. good things. things to come. things that i could only wish for....