Emotions Undecided..

So it's over. Or did it really ever begin?

Scottey's out. My choice? His choice? He initiated it, but in all honesty, I had been planning on confronting him about what I really wanted - and needed - anyway. I still care...actually I care a lot. This isn't 100% what I wanted. BUT....well, it's, I guess, 100% what he wants and there's nothing I can do stop change that. But how am I feeling?

Upset, pissed off, and actually a little bit relieved. Because really, there's someone in my life that I care a lot about - besides Scottey. Someone who has been my best friend, my buddy, my go-to boy, my friend til the end, and honestly, the past 2 months we haven't been on speaking terms because of the whole "Scottey" issue. And now...maybe......we'll be able to talk again.

Yes.....I am upset. I put my heart and soul into making things better for us....I really did do everything I could. But whatever....I suppose it'll just be his loss!!! ;D


(Can you tell?! I'm already starting to get to being my old self again...cocky, flirty, and ready for action! Some people just don't know what they're missing.....hahahaha!!!)