thinking

..I've been in a weird mood lately. like, when I think about last week, I guess I would say I've been happy, since last week was SHITTY AS HELL..ya know, with me being sick, and then it being valentines day. I've hardly been at school, considering the fact that we had a blizzard last week, and then today we had fog becuz it was really warm outside...the snow is all melting. I found a prom dress on monday, which by the way is gorgeous. I feel like going to the oscars or something when I put it on, which would be pretty cool when you think about it, only I'd have to like, get famous for my wonderful acting skills first..haha.

school's been school - what else is there to expect? tests and figures and people always asking you where you're gonna go with your life. my friends are the only things that are getting me through the rest of this year...I wish it was summer. with long days that go too fast, humid nights where you lay out in the road just for the thrill and fireflies to light the way. with green grass that has to be mowed every week, celebrating life with friends, and that feeling that life is laid out in front of you, all you have to do is take it. it scares me sometimes to think about how quickly everything goes by...

but as I said..weird mood lately. which could be a really really good thing. maybe I'm actually gonna go through a nice phase in life with good decisions and choices that won't bite me in the ass...one can only hope.